feeling that I always avoid this, this feeling that I always fear Him, and the feeling that during the time in my grave-in for 4 years. I fear for what else feel confess. and now a new hope came back, hope that this is only in my dreams, I hope to make the fly and hope that make me fall again. hope that now only hope to be a blank, as well as "waiting for rain in the dry season, useless and disappointing" and I waited for you to believe me, that hope is empty. but I will try to fill the empty hope that with a passion.